Monday, December 21, 2009

Mission Rajgarh

How often have you felt that that you just can't take another step ?
How often you feel that this is my limit and I can't go beyond and how often have you conquered those limits ? Well not many such enlightening moments for me but yes , yesterday , 19th Dec did shower upon us dozens of such moments where we conquered our limits of pain, endurance and fear factor.
A casually made plan in the realms of the infosys cubicle and quite an irony, initiated by me, turned out to be the sweetest nightmare in broad daylight, mostly for those less than par at physical fitness. The plan was to conquer the fort Rajgadh. Built by Shivaji (sometimes i wonder what a gem of a leader he was..later on that). Though only the remains are there today, the trek still provides with an atrocious yet marvelous opportunity to relive the moments of the dare-devils who actually conquered the fort or even those who built it then.

We were a group of 11 colleagues/friends. For most of us it was a first time experience and were unaware of the extremes ahead.It started off on a lazy note and then followed a string of confusion and set of routing errors which delayed us by around 2 hrs to reach the base camp.. Imagine 10 people waiting on a highway for the 11th , who, they are sure, has lost his way. The 11th doesn’t know the route, doesn’t have cell phone or a penny to call the others. Hoping against the hope , we stood near a snacks shop for Anant to join us … somehow and yes he did…Next time I joined the party to lead us to Torna fort rather than Rajgadh. The base camp at velhe is around 60Kms from Pune, the first 30 of which is an awesome road for biking and the next 30 terrific on foot
No issues , once we reached the base camp, we grabbed wada pavs which we had bought on the way and were amazed to find that there was fort delivery service available. Yes, you can order your meal below and you would get it on the fort around 2-3 hrs later(looks like a good management case study…later) . With great enthusiasm we moved ahead … cutting our ways through muddy water, farms  and chickens (the murder of which we had ordered a couple of minutes ago).
Soon after I found that I am not that fit and the rest followed the suit to sit back and relax for a while. But after couple of such breaks we were literally divided into two groups, the first which would eventually be at top in next 2 hrs and the 2nd which would take 3 , 1 extra for some extra bit of rest and clicks.
Yes .. took a break as we did while others moved up the terrain. We often(in fact, more than often) sat beneath a shelter and sipped Glucon-D. Thanks to Shariq, it was refreshing and we could restart our tryst to the fort. Not far from the base camp we realized that we had been cheated. What we were promised as a fun filled trek was turning out to be exasperating and out of breath game. Worse still, we had not even reached half of where we had to. A few more slangs(to Sagar) and praises(to Shivaji)later, we reached a level ground, a kinda plateau. The tingling caressing of the breeze and the sight of the world below was ecstatic. We might have relaxed with a few snaps when we saw somewhere ,literally close to the sky, some hands waving and a collective thought voiced within us “what the f*, do we really have to go that high ?”


Yes, we had to. Somehow re-collecting ourselves with buttermilk, water and some deep breaths , we trudged along the narrow lanes to heaven. I  looked down the picturesque valley and my eyes said wow ! and my mind said “careful! , the distance b/w the valley and you is just one step”. Actually yes, from now on the distance between the life and death was not more than a small step. In these moments, the mind starts playing with you and it’s important to keep it in control. A game had already started in my mind which had cut down the beauty of everything around me. The best my brain could do was to concentrate on the next step. Later I found that most of the first timers had played the same game.
Nonetheless, the narrow track led us to a “no track zone”, there was no track, just rocks and designs cut out where you can somehow place your foot. First time had I thanked any government so sincerely, when I found iron rods pretending to be railings loosely planted on the sides of these rocks. At this moment any help was great help. I had also began to believe for some time now that we are actually descendants of apes, else how would I justify what I was doing. Packets of advices were thrown in from the other monkeys climbing up and using those as ropes we moved up. Few sharp climbs ahead we found solace ……………. Lo !!! it wasn’t actually kingfisher girls waiting for us , but a small passage carved out in the rock “ CHOR DARWAJA”. We had done it……..
This was the pinnacle… we had reached the fort…. Rajgadh fort !!!!
                                                                                                                                                            
Now the valley looked picturesque again, the taste of the chach was superb and the breeze … umm was breathtaking.
Wondering at the marvel of Shivaji, we placed our tired foot in the pond close by to experience free of cost fish spa… ultimate , thanks to Mohit for introducing me to the guppies who massaged my legs … all free of cost . It would cost you thousand bucks elsewhere.
                                                                                                                                                                            
After the foot massage was taken care of, it was time to rest !! but as luck  would not have it , people announced that we must see the balle killa , another couple of kilometers up from there. Everyone was keen on going and so was I. The confidence on reaching the fort was infectious. Little did I know, my confidence was about to be brutally murdered in the next half an hour. Yes it was only a couple of kilometers but the slope was close to 1. Great!!! At a point where  the trek made way to perfect rock climbing and the government failing me with no rods ……..I gave up…… But the monkey in me said “look at the other monkeys … they have done it .. am a monkey too”.. And on top of the voice another monkey shouted “ ho jayega .. aa jaao”..

Well , thanks to our forefathers, I did it and was still intact. Another door carved out of stone welcomed us to the Pinnacle……., actual pinnacle……
Someone said :
 “ Khudi ko karke buland itna , chadha who jaise taise ……..
  Khuda ne bande se khud poocha, bata ab utrega kaise...."


What a thought !!! and what a moment to liberate it!!     

            View from Balle Killa
No issues, the perfect monkeys assured us that we shall all be together this time as they resonated the thought that descend is tougher than the ascend…. The gameplan worked and we all reached “Daru khotar” in 20 -30 minutes. An experienced ape would climb down a few feet first, let the others know his judgement of the track and others would follow. For me and Anurag played the fore runner part.
Daru Khotar was our lunch venue. For the tastiest lunch in the ambience such as this, you can never pay in money… not even in credit. At a throwaway price of 30 I had the best lunch ever. Some even contemplated agriculture as future prospect. Well the time was running short and we decided to start our descend in half an hour. After visiting an age old temple, we started our journey back to base camp.
Somehow the descend this time was easier, probably because we had seen a tougher descend an hour back. The rocks seemed friendly and trust me the rocks are the only one which has the heart to hold you firmly when every other thing worked deceptively especially the gravels.


At the same kinda plateau place(refer above), we sipped tea and relished water(we were out of it at the top). After some friendly banter and some interesting flicks we moved to our base camp. We reached there at 6:30 and looked at the fort. Truly ………. a marvelous feat achieved….


                  “The Monkeys”

PS : Special thanks to Sagar for the concept and literally, being our guide to the trip.  Anurag for the descend tips and all the folks for making it a day which shall stand out in my memory … for a long time to come.
                                                                                                                                                                             

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

A good day

It's been a good day altogether. Though I woke up late, reached office in next 40 minutes to cover up for the delay. I started working on the wsn group webpage and it's really coming up well. Next there was a good news, the paper we sent to Comsnet was accepted in an adjunct conference. With this I reached three international publications, though much less than what I set my target at. However, some learned person has said, we must celebrate each moment and prepare for the next, I reviewed the paper sent from Springer link which they are publishing and found some silly issues in it.

 

What next ,completed the site content. The weak decision making neurons contributed to an infinite delay amalgamated with the power of Microsoft powerpoint. I guess I have turned a blind eye to colors and their presentation as I am not able to distinguish b/w a awful design and an excellent one. Thanks to my colleagues, the job was done in a much better than expected fashion , at least I felt I did better than most of the first time users of Power point.

 

The T.T game was marvelous , truly amazing and after that, thanks to the prank of a colleague , we had a wonderful dinner at B12, sponsored by Infosys awards of excellence. The pasta was excellent and complemented very well with the desserts…..

 

Now leaving for home … and forgot to mention ..nice collection of Kishore Kumar on \\winnow03

 

 

Amrit

 

 

 

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

||एक लहर ||

हर  लहर  कुछ  वादे  क्यूँ  छोड़  जाती  है 
हर   आशा  नयन  आर्द्र  क्यूँ  कर  जाती  है

अन्गुलों  में  सिमटकर  ,इतने  करीब  आकर
फिर  वापस  सिर्फ  रेत  क्यूँ  छोड़  जाती  है

शायद  यही  है  नियति ,यही  है  सत्य
हर  आने  वाली  सना   जाने  का  रास्ता  क्यूँ  तय  कर  जाती  है

जिंदगी  लहरों  की  अजीब  कहानी  है
किसी  की  समझ  से  परे  बरसों   से  अनजानी  है

परन्तु  ,हा  हन्त!  ,कल  की  अनिश्चितता  से  हम  कभी  ना  हारे  हैं  
लहरों  को  चीर  खुद  रास्ता  बनाना  सीखा  है

गिरे ,उठे ,संभाले ,फिर  फिसले
पर   हर  बार  लहरों  को  चीरते  बढ़  चले

तो  क्या  हुआ  अगर  सिर्फ  रेत  ही  हाथ  लगी
सीपियों  को  चुने  के  विलक्षण   तो  मिले

सदियों  को  पाने  की  कोशिश  में भले  ही  जल  गए
पर  जलते  जलते  उजाला  तो  कर  गए 

 

 

---------Author : Amrit

 

Saturday, November 21, 2009

i want to write again .. i want to live again

26 years, a handsome duration for a fairly competent man to get where he wants to or at least be on the road which leads to his goal and here am i, confused and diffident as ever , in search of the lanes that lead to my goal. Good thing is I do what my goal is and with each passing moment of incompetency , i am driving further away from my destination. The basic problem with me is that there is no problem. Everything is so perfect, the environment so conducive. But for my will which has suffered derilious blow at the hands of life and my decisions.

I have taken so many harsh decisions for myself which i know are good but surely not in the short run. People form a good part of my being and that part of my being is definitely achieving at least in the outward show which makes me and my efforts seem timid . I have accumulated so much pressure on myself that i fear failure to death now. I can't stand the fear of failing and that is where i have degraded myself to a piece of animal.

Failure is but a part of life and we must accept is the way it comes. It doesn't mean that i should just be sitting idle ... atleast working out and failing would be a different experience than the thought " Had I put in more efforts". Yes i know , i must plan and execute the gameplan , however silly it might be in my eyes or to the world. but i must fight back in the next few days ........ who knows success might be just one leap ahead!!!!

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Last Blog as a Bachelor!!

This has to be something different, much different than what i have written till date.Why ? coz this holiday was drastically different than all others. This was perhabs my last holiday at home with marital status single. How is life going to change in the next 50 days. I won’t be single any more. I will married by the end of the 50th day from now on. God! I am ecstatic as well as terrified. I know that I want to get married and that too with the girl I am marrying but don’t know if this is the right time and state to get married . But how does that matter. The most important thing is the willingness and the desire to get married. Rest all follows. Life will certainly change in the next half century days and I have to prepare myself for the change. I am going to lead a family and I have to adapt myself to this responsibility. Some one has said “its all in the mind” . I believe in the same philosophy. I can well be the CEO of any fortune 100 company and can equally manage my family , relations and my new designation as a husband. I sure can , the only thing what needs to be changed in the discipline factor. I need to become much more disciplined in my life and rest again will follow.
Well, this relationship has made me learn some facts of life; my past relationships were all fake , almost all of them. I dont feel  anything for any girl who had been in and out of my life. I don’t know why but i got a great lesson that i really wasted my time with all of them and cupid was far away resting in peace.Love means a lot more than the three golden words.
The career has yes, taken a back seat in my life at present but I have not at all neglected my goals, professional or personal. Thanks to the family and the new addition to it, I keep remembering my words on and off. I also truly believe that marriage should  boost  my career rather than jeopardize it as it mostly depends on the relationship you share with the girl and the maturity of the counterpart and i am confident of both of the factors. The girl is mature in terms of studies and goals and yes she supports me more than  myself. I like her for being what she is..... Godspeed ..amrit

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